phobia

gonna start another new semester in less than 24hrs!!

have to endure all the suffering!

she said she will polish us, mold us, until we become a diamond.. ==

started to scare and get nervous once i think of it!!

ewwwWwww.. seeing each other in college with pale face and heavy dark circle!!! argh!!

HATE it so much.....................!!!

but it is totally useless if i go against.. cant benefit anything from it, while worst things get in return.. ended up exam gone into hair-wired! 1st time didn't get to answer all the question.. how i wish extra time was given.. lolz, it would be a unforgettable advanced diploma memory i guess XD

instead of complaining about it, slowly i'm going to start LOVE-ing this very interesting yet challenging subject... 我爱你!!!! XD we gonna defeat it~~

sem break is going to end!! had great time with friends for a short trip to GENTING =)

miss the cooling atmosphere

miss the laughters

miss the FooD

miss the time spent, stay up till middle of the night

miss the shouting session in cinema with crazy friends

miss the starbucks session looking at pretty girls profile and commenting them frm head to toe!

miss the glowing bowling session~~

x miss the experience in the room x.x

gonna go somewhere more exciting next time, somewhere near beaches~~ longed for it, but ar... it's not easy to make it happen, have to get permission la, compromise with everyone la, and the worst one! surely last minutes got ppl ffk geh!!!! haha.. it has been our group's culture izit??

haha, my life isn't complicated, but there's always thoughts that came across my mind that i want to take a break.. a long break, perhaps a full-stop..

i got no idea for some of the people that came across my life treated me truthfully? or are they just being superficial..?

am i that bad as what she said?? or izit i'm just physically part of them, and i'm being criticized along?? even u've said how bad i've treated u, i doesn't feel guilty at all.. back stab, treated u unfairly while u gave me whole heartedly, all were bullshit!!! i've never came across a friendship that put me through in such a miserable situation.. Friend suppose to compromise and understand each other, but selfishness was felt. all the tears that u've shown totally cheated me in the past! it was a relief after i'm out of your control.. it really makes me breathless at some point of time. i may be not as good as u are, what u say mayb sound so true.. but it doesn't matter anymore! as long as i feel worthy on my own.. i want to erase and forget all these memories..

Eventhough, we're no longer friend anymore, No matter who's right, who's wrong, i wish to forgive and forget.. that's all..

aiks, anyway we still need to move on on our life that we supposed to live.

just gpnna put the weight off my shoulder~~

throughout this sem break didnt get to spare much time with bei, SHORT break was given la!! ish xD hehe, bei started his another part time career by selling insurance, the road may be difficult, tough, and bumpy.. but i believe bei will face a break through in it yea!! it is just a beginning~ 苦尽甘来！！gambateh yo =)

Monday

it has been long long while =.=

aha~~ same like weiwei.. letting it grow fungus!

usually ppl would say monday is a tough day!

coz when monday starts, there's 4more days to go thru till weekend reaches. lolz

same to me too.

2 more days then WE'll b free~~~~~~yay!!

wed nite plan: dinner n then gei dak sek!!!! tis is my motivation to drag myself to study xP

but i'm stuck at home alone right now, going through a suffering progress..

can't focus on study, no one to talk to, raining.. astro x watch, lonely, and moody.

i'm exshauted i guess.. xD

i think it started to fade off.

going to sleep to pass my time till the nite comes to find sapo study together =]

Jerry Lin's bday

today is a GREAT GREAT Day~!

happy 20th bday to MT..! my only wish to u is.. ALL THE BEST. just want to ask u not to waste ur potential and think of ur bright future~ =)

After a stressful week and finally we are now graduated from DIPLOMA!!

it was a released. think back to year 1 in college, time flies really fast. We're now in our 20's.

Grap the opportunity to hav fun in another 2 more years++ otherwise, we are so gonna miss it!

GAMBATEH to my friends who are still fighting for the exams... MAY GOD BLESS u guys in exam & let's move on together ^^

anticipating for the coming outing with every friends and our class trip to melacca~ WOOHOO!

yeah yeah!! delicious tomorrow! ^。^

Sunday~

woke up after sunday afternoon's nap.

suddenly just felt that i'm so blessed with the surrounding things that i have. =]

thank you!

Another random day~

feizhu!! miss him so much! >.<

Didn't get to join everyone for leader's retreat.. what a waste~..

but better study for courseworks next monday!! left this semester to go..

le chance ;D

after all, still need to work hard for advanced diploma~ saw the subject course when lecturer explained about the route to go after diploma. got scared when i saw all the subjects for ABM.. FINANCE, LAW, and ACCOUNT subjects all in! saw friends was confused and feeling miserable choosing their study path. YES! it is definitely a tougher way to go for compared to ABA. But if u see in future and look back the hardship and the effort that we've put in.. it would be much worthwhile~! and i would be glad and happy to have everyone to move on together!! =D

gonna graduate from diploma soon ^.^ excited for the convocation eventhough it's just a diploma convo =P and of course our class's 毕业trip to MELACCA!! got alot of good food and nice places there!! haha. nonetheless, the fellowship with everyone throughout the 3days 2nights trip!

so so nervous about it! *ops.. am i getting happy too early?! haven't finish exam also xP lolz..

Au revoir!

Study week =(

exam is approaching!! (Stressed out)

of all the 5 subjects~ LAW! LAW! LAW! is the toughest 1 and then followed by finance..

dunno how to transfer data of all of the chapters, sections and the cases into MY memory card!

somemore heard from others saying next semester there's another LAW subject..

i'm so gonna faint! XD

Edited this pic while i was feeling bored reading law~

like it!~woohoo~~ removed all the pimples & panda eye!

there lotsa things happened last year didnt get to update here. =(

wait wait!! after my exam! hehe..

then gonna go for CNY shopping!!

but before that need to suffer 1st..... endure for another 2-3 weeks!

GAMBATEH all my friends!!

Updates..

jason's bday photos

paiseh~~ after 1 month plus only update about jason's bday photos.

previously was slightly "BUSY"..hehe..

here are some of the pictures..

that's all for jason bday photo's updates..

and here c0me the pictures we had for LUNCH PROJECT in church~~

Fun & Interesting process we had =)

The Last Lunch Project year 2009

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MORE & more Pictures over here =P

This 1 looks like jason's Trademark action~~~

went to Klang to repair ric's phone and we spotted this creature!

SNOWFLAKE ^.^

hehe, i realized something..(in the pictures below)

we take photos more than makan!

it has become our norm XP

haha, no matter it's fat,funny, zao yong, ugly pictures we still capture it down and bravely post it right HERE! xD

too many until need to edit edit a bit by fitting few pictures into 1..

brought along B.finance text book but ended up putting on the table as decoration! haha. just to please myself so that i won't feel too guilty!

My hair still short over here! yea yea~ it's getting longer now! ><

there's more things havent update for this month..coming soon~~ hehe. coz it's late nw!! gonna Zzz dy.. Au revoir Everyone.. =D