have to endure all the suffering!
she said she will polish us, mold us, until we become a diamond.. ==
started to scare and get nervous once i think of it!!
ewwwWwww.. seeing each other in college with pale face and heavy dark circle!!! argh!!
HATE it so much.....................!!!
but it is totally useless if i go against.. cant benefit anything from it, while worst things get in return.. ended up exam gone into hair-wired! 1st time didn't get to answer all the question.. how i wish extra time was given.. lolz, it would be a unforgettable advanced diploma memory i guess XD
instead of complaining about it, slowly i'm going to start LOVE-ing this very interesting yet challenging subject... 我爱你!!!! XD we gonna defeat it~~
sem break is going to end!! had great time with friends for a short trip to GENTING =)
miss the cooling atmosphere
miss the laughters
miss the FooD
miss the time spent, stay up till middle of the night
miss the shouting session in cinema with crazy friends
miss the starbucks session looking at pretty girls profile and commenting them frm head to toe!
miss the glowing bowling session~~
x miss the experience in the room x.x
gonna go somewhere more exciting next time, somewhere near beaches~~ longed for it, but ar... it's not easy to make it happen, have to get permission la, compromise with everyone la, and the worst one! surely last minutes got ppl ffk geh!!!! haha.. it has been our group's culture izit??
haha, my life isn't complicated, but there's always thoughts that came across my mind that i want to take a break.. a long break, perhaps a full-stop..
i got no idea for some of the people that came across my life treated me truthfully? or are they just being superficial..?
am i that bad as what she said?? or izit i'm just physically part of them, and i'm being criticized along?? even u've said how bad i've treated u, i doesn't feel guilty at all.. back stab, treated u unfairly while u gave me whole heartedly, all were bullshit!!! i've never came across a friendship that put me through in such a miserable situation.. Friend suppose to compromise and understand each other, but selfishness was felt. all the tears that u've shown totally cheated me in the past! it was a relief after i'm out of your control.. it really makes me breathless at some point of time. i may be not as good as u are, what u say mayb sound so true.. but it doesn't matter anymore! as long as i feel worthy on my own.. i want to erase and forget all these memories..
Eventhough, we're no longer friend anymore, No matter who's right, who's wrong, i wish to forgive and forget.. that's all..
aiks, anyway we still need to move on on our life that we supposed to live.
just gpnna put the weight off my shoulder~~
throughout this sem break didnt get to spare much time with bei, SHORT break was given la!! ish xD hehe, bei started his another part time career by selling insurance, the road may be difficult, tough, and bumpy.. but i believe bei will face a break through in it yea!! it is just a beginning~ 苦尽甘来！！gambateh yo =)
